haiz

in a really bad mood.sick of everything.school.friends or foes.myself.studies.and wasting 40 hours of my life every week doing nothing in school.everything in my sec 3 life is making me so freaking stressed.as they say being stressed are just your desserts(stressed spelled backwards).or do they mean that being stressed is the sour side of life and desserts show the sweeter side of life?.

today is a per normal day.sleep through half of the lessons and slack through the other half.first period was maths and i hate having maths at the start of the day.although i do understand the concepts and formulas miss lim was trying to bring across to us.tuition is making normal classes look like tuition classes.and i have them 3 times a week.if you add it with the days i have my library cip project,you can imagine how beat i am.really hate shelving the books and people blocking me especially when these SECONDARY students decide to sit on the floor next to the shelves.that's making my job difficult.

second lesson was PE and i slacked my way through.no sport rocks more than badminton.later we had Chinese with miss chua(our second lesson with her this year).really wanted to at least say good bye to teo lin.hope she gets better.i stayed in class during recess to memorise more off my chemistry textbook.then its English and we wasted one period to do the A-Z thing.got my paper back and pretty much wanted to cry.i just set a new table of targets and saw that the highest i could have gotten is a 16 for L1R5.that's not good.I'm like working OT now.

weds CIP again.i really hope i can drag myself to the library in time.