sheena just told me about the ndp thing
I WANT TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but..haiz..
i feel very selfish(but i want to go)
>_< >o< >.< ><
cause i went for the air rifle competition(1)
then the air pistol(2)
[somemore cause valerie to be reserve because OF MY STUPID SELFISHNESS]


i must remember that there are 18 sec3s
so i cannot be so selfish
BUT I WANT TO GO!!!!!!!
haiz...
>_< >o< >.< ><