NDP training 28-07-2007

i went to HTA in a happy mood
duh..after getting my badges
lols..but after seeing that yu xuan and patricia were both promoted to SSGT
i very xian liao..=.=.=.=.=.=.=
even jag sir ask why i am not promoted
then he say if he can he will promote me (joking la)
he from RSAF one leh
but i got more badges than the both of them =.=

went to suntec only to find out that i am a reserve
reason: the sir wants to let those who missed 4 trainings and more in
WHAT KIND OF LOGIC IS THIS?
he tells us it's because he wants to let them try out the feeling being in the show
then he turns around and tells the others that it is based on performance and not on attendance
then if we do not even get a chance to join the contingent
then see what performance????????
sit down and wait performance??

then another gross thing was that they moved kai ler from front row to the back and moved wen su to the front
reason: wen su is a SSGT, has more badges
WHAT THE HELL?!?!
kai ler has been training in that spot for all of the trainings so far and they move him to the back?!
this whole thing was really starting to piss me off

then during the actual NDP preview
Fatin suddenly told me that she was in the contingent
and that i am the only girl reserve left because yun jie went back in too
so i spent my 1.30hrs waiting time with 9 boys one CI and one RSAF reserve
zZzZzZzZzZ
then i got so bored while the boys were all polishing their boots that i called jia min and tried to kill time
but those boys keep saying what i talk to my boyfriend>)
and this STUPID guy keep trying to eavesdrop on our conversation
but i enjoyed that 1.30hrs more than the rest of the day
cause i made some friends and learnt new things about polishing

javier showed me his new unit tee today
it really gave me some ideas...
and he does not know how much he has helped me

AND I WANT TO BE A CI!!!!!
Masyura ma'am has showed me how much passion i have for CI-hood and she supports me.