i wanted to write something
but i think i don't know how to express it

firstly, i think my life's sad
i dunno. but i am a cheerful girl :D
and i have my close friends with me

sometimes i feel that i am unappreciated
that people take me for granted
i pay a lot of attention to things, to details
sometimes i think they are too small to be seen by others

for example, my boots
as i told ngik hiong, i am proud of my bearing
my boots are also a representation of my bearing
but when you talk about boots
you'll remember valerie's bright and shiny boots
but does she put as much effort in them? In don't think so
i spend 5 hours a week polishing my boots
do people care?
to them, it's insignificant
but to me, it's a lot
it's a lot

but i have my friends. i must not let them worry

i care as much as you do.
just that i don't show it
i'm a hypocrite