annual area comp

this year we are going to ...bedok green sec for the area comp thingy...i thought it was only for the sec ones to swear in or what...but there is going to be this really stupid street soccer match and they said we had to join...no thanks...then that day i say anything..then they put me as member..then suddenly the next day i become vice-captain..hey...everybody knows i hate soccer...but i don't want anyone to say i ap so i say anything...so..just wish me good luck on the 29th and hope i don't break a leg..or both legs or die
today we had the founders' day rehearsal and i sucked at my drills...ma'ams...you can take away my 3rd class drill badge man..i don't deserve it...i just i returned to being ap when i got angry and screamed at some people...i'm like so sorry...i had gone to school to school with the crappest mood i've ever been in my whole life...i will have to work harder on my drills if i wanted to stay as a lance and if i wanted to be promoted...lisa said that the others could stay back after school if they are free and help me with my drills...so touched man..haha..unit cohension...haha...we also had a new ma'am who was introduced to as yesterday...jennifer ma'am...the first impression was that she wasn't fierce but first impressions are so wrong...they said that she was here to help with the training of our squad but she gives me the impression that she was sent here to revamp or taught systems...i dunno...but she introduced quite alot of new things...i could also see her face when i was drilling during the practice...i dunno but i think i fared better when yan ling and megan was taking their test...maybe i'm under less stress under liyana ma'am..hehe...after np we took one really stupid picture and i look like a ghost!!!boo hoo hoo...michelle and jolene very photogenic yea?

p.s..i look really sweaty and tired don't i..hehe..