haiz..
it's already 12.30 and i have like NDP prac tomorrow
Xians
dunno whether to wait for the queue to reach me
or to go to sleep
and i will still have to wait even after the queue reaches me
haiz..

recently.
i am in a DILEMMA
so many choices to make
how i wish i could share my troubles with someone
but it's really embarrassing

hmm..
saw this quote on my kor's msn
"if you spend your whole day doing nothing, how do you know when you've finished?"
i guess my answer is
"when you have no more time left to do nothing"
it applies to life.
one day you're 5
in a twinkling of an eye you're 15
and soon you'll be on your deathbed
and i'm really worried about growing old.
if i had a choice,
i would rather be 15 FOREVER
what will you be thinking when you are on your deathbed?
sometimes i lie on my bed and just think
and reflect on the day's activities
then i find out how fast time flies
and i freak out

once my father was sending me to HTA
and we were listening to the radio(BBC news)
they say
"everything you eat is poison, it shortens your life span."
my father says
"time is also a poison, every sec and every minute is eating into you.Even if you are born with 200 years to live, time eats it away slowly."
which reminded me of my tuition teacher who said
"the way to score in exams is not by slowly drawing out the points from your point bank of 100marks, but instead you should secure 60 marks and slowly crawl your way up to 100"

the download will take AT LEAST 3hrs more
and i am sleepy.
HAIZ